Sweetness

Hi guys, little bad news herd my nephew’s uncle John, committed suicide at his folk’s home.  Shame he was suffering from schizophrenia for many years, but played an important role by filling the home with his peaceful presence and concern for others.  The blessed Dad is 89 years old and still keeps his Dr rooms going.  I just hope God gives him strength to keep his family together with the love he has shown us over the years.  Mu nephew Cubby and George, had a second home with their grandparents, I am sure George presence with the family at this moment in time, will give them strength.  George has a lot of his grandfather’s beauties that we see him share over the years with us all.  May life let us who have lost Paul rest in peace, and Paul as well may find the same peace he shared with us when he was with us.

Amy Rex

I was exposed yesterday to being a bit angry, concerning bank related issues, but I did not let it cloud my emotions for too long.  I must say keeping myself aware that I should have a peaceful approach with my negative experiences that I come across daily, has helped me find ways to let them go, quicker.  This is a process I will be working on over the years and I am going to find the techniques, and answers to avoid any negative spiritual influence with my ways.

Went to this school play here in Kasane, just so beautiful to see how they managed to pull off an Oliver Twist in an open theater.  I was really humbled to see how the folks are peace together, this is the amazing process we are also experiencing in South Africa, and culture’s uniting.

This should make the queen proud of behavior; after all they colonized these parts of Africa. 

Fishing yesterday, was so cool; I landed 3 fish to Rexes 1.  I seem to have the upper hand when it comes to fishing, over the past few days. The river was so beautiful, watching the sunset and trawling for Tiger fish. 

Quite funny watching some mates getting rather high and not participating, this clean time I am enjoying is allowing my emotions to flow a lot more peacefully.

Spent 5^th August in the bush, with a bunch of young students, form the States, a rather noise and juicy bunch.  Rex my mate really runs a nice setup.  Got some great pictures on Giraffes males having a little tussle, something I have never seen before them do.  The next best thing was four lions that ended our day with a high.  During the evening had some Elephant chewing behind my tent, and some big roars, which I thought were Baboons, but happened to be Leopard male crossing the camp. There was also some type of badger going through the entire bottles most of the night.  Must say that did get me worry whilst lying in my tent and I praying for daybreak, not really just nervous.   

We got up early in the morning to drive   and drop the guest back at the ferry and hopefully see some more game; we still managed to see some Hyenas, at the most amazing of all was this Leopard in the tree, got great pictures, will post some on the site.

Sitting here at Safari Lodge and enjoying a cup of coffee, catching up with my blog that I will be positing later this afternoon. 

I felt a little awkward with another guy last night, some of his behavior skills, ticked me off.  That is some of my recovery that I need to find peace with, and stop assessing others; before I have total rejections form them.  There are good folk out there that have their own insecurities, just like me so I should not panic, just be happy and patient with some of their social mannerisms that they don’t have or don’t know how to share amongst others.  This is the freedom that I am looking for, and hope life will grant me wisdom, to find peace within my social skills. 

My new highlight is with a mice is living in my car.  The little buggers a eating and shitting out everything they get the little teeth on to.  I tried all the shops in town for rat-ex, to ice these little shits.  Going to set a trap for the little shits, and have them sooner or later.  I know I don’t have a traveling partner but not going to settle for mice.  Chilling outside in the yard, the weather is great and feeling like I am going to enjoy the heat of the continent in the next month or so.  Planning to go for more fishing, in the morning and then will departing to for Zambia, to stay with
Bart that will be fine in fun.  

Sweet Goddaughter Ela - One of KC back home